Work...

When I get back to France I will hopefully be able to work for a few months as temp. The good think about temp job is that I won't feel bad to start a job at 6months pregnant :) The second positive aspect is that I can stay off for maternity as long as we can afford it without the pressure of a stable position to get back too.
But after some time I will have to face it: I don't know what to do with my professional life!!! I would really like to work in a retirement home, but I promised Mr L I would not work evenings and week ends again. And I think I made this promise to myself too.
Ideally I would love to stay at home, but I don't know how possible this will be on the long run. So I was thinking of teaching. I was a school teacher for a very short time. I did not like the formation I received. I think it was not preparing me for anything. Really. And I was lost with some classes, if the kids didn't take on my nice introduction I would get really nervous and keep talking on and on, just telling them instead of making them do the work.. Not an easy work. But I did like it..
I think starting as a substitute teacher would probably be the best for me, I could see a few different classes, grades, teachers' methods, without all the pressure from the parents, because well a sub is temporary.
I don't know if I'm approaching professional life with the right angle though. I want to find a job that would fit me, that I would like to do and that will give me plenty of family time.. I don't know if such a thing exists!
I guess I have time to think about it :)