positive thoughts

Today has not been good so far.
I went to the hospital, really excited about meeting my midwife, and registering for childbirth class hopefully.. Only to find out that I was not on the list for appointments today.. :(
So I went for nothing. Plus transportation problems (no buses)..

I spent the last 2hours feeling sorry for myself and reading discussion forums :/

Is it sad that I need to post something to get some positive thoughts back? I guess I just need to talk to someone..

Anyway.
I am thankful for:
my friends who came visit yesterday.
Mr L. who is a darling
family nearby!!!!
a growing and kicking baby
a wonderful life in France ( I was looking at pictures and I can't believe this is where I live! )
no diabetes
no more money worries

So much to be thankful for and much more left unsaid..

The afternoon is not over yet, here are some things I hope to do before dinner:
make dinner! he..
walk at home program (just one or two slow miles)
gardening
ironing with some internet tv on
cross stitch maybe..

And I won't do the paperwork I had planned for today. I need a break. blah.