What we shall be has not yet been revealed.

"what we shall be has not yet been revealed."
This is one of my favorite verses in the Bible. (1 Jn 3 something)

I had a wonderful week end. We went for our trip, did not camp out because it was too cold. But the walk was beautiful. We went to a forest preserve called Rollin Savanna. Just high grass, some pounds/lakes and trees. Such beauty. :)

Anyway I got really excited last week, i thought I was pregnant. I had many signs, much stronger than PMS. I was trying to not get excited. Actually Wednesday I was fine with the idea that maybe babies are not in our immediate future. But then I got all those symptoms, hard to ignore... But the tests keep coming back negative, so now I expect my period anytime, and I'm a little sad about it... I really don't know what to think. I needed to vent. Ha!

"What we shall be has not yet been revealed." Today this took a different meaning to me. Usually I read that our personality revealed in Christ will be beyond what we imagine. We will be able of greater love, free from sin that disfigure our actions and feelings..
Anyway tonight I'll take it more literally. What we will be, we don't know yet. It is not for me to decide what my life will be. I can make decisions and choices to lead my life but so many things can happen along the way. Like for work. Or for children. I can hold on to what I have and cherish: a great love that I share with Mr L. The time we have together is precious. I am very thankful to have him in my life.